That I got passed over for the promotion in March. I told him it went to someone "more senior." It didn't.
That I've been sleeping on the couch since June. Not every night, but most nights.
That the lump turned out to be nothing, and I was terrified for eleven days.
That I still think about the money I lent my brother.
That his toast at his daughter's christening made me cry in the car afterward, and I couldn't tell you exactly why.
That I've started having two drinks most nights instead of one, and I notice I notice it.
That I miss when we lived ten minutes apart.
That every time he asks how you been? I say good, busy, and every time I hear myself say it, I think, tell him.
That I'm writing this list instead of calling him.
That I'm going to call him after I finish it.